I actually like him and that terrifies me
Ummm!!!! This outfit, can it be mine already?
Since I wasn’t home last night my fur creature Grimmy is now snuggling up to me like crazy. She’s cute.
You know that post I recently made saying “last night was the BEST night” well, I lied. Last night was the BEST night I’ve had in literally ages.
I feel so comfortable with him. I’ve never felt this comfortable with a guy before. Just cuddling and watching films and / or The Walking Dead slowly falling asleep on his couch in his arms. Then calling it a night and falling asleep in his bed still in his arms.
I fell asleep being cuddled by someone handsome and woke up being cuddled by someone handsome. I feel like I’m on top of the world and the smiles are endless.
I love the way he plays with my hands whilst holding them. I loved the way he kissed my forehead, cheek, and neck before bed and upon waking up and how occasionally he’d squeeze me in closer.
Every time after seeing him I just want to rewind time so I can spend more time with him.
I never date, I don’t even mingle.
I haven’t in years until he asked me out for coffee. I’m glad I said yes because he’s worth it. He’s winning me over. I actually like him and that terrifies me.
I’ve never been someone’s first and only choice so I’m hoping this time it’ll be different *fingers crossed*
Which leads me to wonder. How do you know if you’re dating versus just going on dates versus just seeing someone?I haven’t felt butterflies like this in so long.